baby steps

the path is set. from now on, there is no turning back. it shall be the way, and i will make my baby steps towards the ultimate jump. there is no more caution, no more pretense, and no more play, for i have already made up my mind. moving forward, and moving far, that is the way to go.

ever wondered how it felt to stretch yourself to the max? it is amazing. the thrill, the drama and the emotions that can make or break any minute, any second.. am loving it. well, it shall not be the end of it.

crystals are beautiful, and they have another function too. probably i should be thankful that i finally dug out the crystal hidden in my closet for so long, and now, it is really aiding me in my life. i can finally understand, and then, take the most appropriate action.

will try to blog more, but there are no more guarantees now. taking life as it is, and living like i'm dying

rainbow 10

may 28th. i guess i shall now remember this day for quite a while. it was wesak day, and also, the start of my 'rainbow' tour to KL. it was the start, of something new. something that i had always wanted to try, and now that i've experienced it, i guess i am sure what i want even more. may 28th. however, it was pity that you didn't leave a name, and a number. but i have to say, thank god for bars that make long island teas... they sure know how to put in those maraschino cherries.. and they do wonders.

still on the rainbow tour, i finally saw the truth. i saw the crux of the matter, and i am adamant that i will not get involve in the whole mess. i cannot afford to be in the mess, as i am a wreck, and i have baggage. it is better that i become the escapade, rather than part of the mess. fun is all i need right now.

moved out of the stone age. finally got myself a new phone. probably it was a blessing in disguise, for if i had not lost the old one, i wouldn't have made such drastic changes. out with the old, and in with the new, they say. this couldn't be more true. i appreciate those who have been there in the past, but it is time to empty the closet and make room for new beginnings.

i am ready to try again. but you will have to accept me with all my baggage.

ciao