emotional spur

there i was, having a happy friday...nice lunch, nice atmosphere..
and when i got back to office, nice time sharing music and lyrics with my collegue..
when suddenly, i just saw the message...and the song was spot on.. it was leona lewis's better in time..
the emotional rush just came and i was about to burst into tears.. although i have promised myself not to shed a tear...not for this.. i promised myself a lot of things.. but i wonder..will it ever stay??

here's Better in Time...

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the past
I believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time


Says what i have in me....