pour que tu m'aime encore

i was rewatching the 'New Day' concert of Celine's last night, and suddenly, this song struck me like lightning. Prior to belting out her famous french song, she did mention that this song's theme is on the things that we would do, what edges we would go, and many other things, just to be loved by a certain someone (again).. although i have sworn off loving and all, deep down, i think there is still a part that yearns for human affection. with the festivities creeping round the corner, i wish there's someone that i could really spend those moments with..
(actually, i did wish for that during graduation.. but sadly, i graduated alone)

am on a Celine emo session now.. playing all her songs, and relating to them just like that.. sometimes finding the strength in the songs, sometimes, truly feeling the sorrow of the song.. as i have mentioned before.. she's an inspiration, forever and always will be.

on her songs, had a really sudden emotional rush yesterday while watching/singing to 'my heart will go on'. it was the most emotive part, the strongest part, and i was surrounded by the emotion of sorrow that it drowned my voice completely, and welled tears in my eyes. and i'd also realise that 'my heart will go on' is the perfect wedding song, when the bride walks down the altar.. the haunting sounds of the flutes, and the lovely sounds from the violins. (sadly, i'm neither gonna get married, nor will i ever be a bride..haha). probably, i'll make my sister do it.. hehe.

anyway, the whole penang is down in KL for the weekend, so i guess i have more spare time than anything else.. so, i shall utilise the weekend to the fullest. floral fest, bodybalance, shopping, and most importantly, sleep...

ok, enough for now, as i drown myself in Celine's songs again

ciao
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ben