Post 1/2010: Post 260

from the title, i think it is apparent that i have nothing much to say. i guess i have nothing left, but to embrace the new year with new hopes and new beginnings. probably it was apt for me to take these couple of weeks off, and found time to heal myself, both physically and mentally. although i'm still working my way to recovery, i'm still damage, and there is nothing much that i can do about that fact.

2010, and i've just realised that it's been one year already. 365 days have passed since that night. you may not know how significant it was, but i guess you'll never know. i guess, moving down the months, i will learn even further, to live with and in pain. but then, i will also learn how to heal.. amen

celebrations were low key this time, and i am quite glad that things worked out fine today. i've learnt that i've got a greater mission to do, which is to help the people, and the state, and must learn how to put this greater interest ahead of my petty problems. i may not be a saint, but i will not let personal interest get in the way. people first...

i've done what i have to do, said what i have to say, and learnt what i have to learn. where do i go from here, only time will tell. until then...

auld lang syne

ciao