End of the working week

It's 4.21 on Friday. work is like hell. but thankfully, most of it is done. will try to start working on my master's proposal somewhere during the weekend. am now lost onto what to do, and what are the expectations. would it be hard for me to achieve what i have in mind??

i guess, one person can only play that many roles at one go. there is no way for the person to split himself into so many different roles, and assume so many responsibilities at the same time. at the facade, it may seem like a breeze, but deep down, it's really tiring and dark.

there will come a time, when a person has to give up certain things to acheive others. is it my time yet? am i ready to give it up? in fact, is it truly for the greater good? there are times when a person's instinct and gut feeling will not tell the truth.. so, i wonder.

if there's anything,it feels as if my aura/chi/energy is slowly waning. my mood and feelings can only last this long, possibly until the weekend. then, i'm not sure if i can make it through monday. heck, especially through monday. i need the strength to move through the day...

anyway, there are many things that i'm still wondering... and wondering. will i ever know and understand? i guess only time will tell.

anyway, before i end, just a tribute to two stars who passed away, namely michael jackson and farrah fawcett. the very act of typing michael jackson on my keyboard seemed so weird, as i have never really associated myself with him. but then, there was a time back in my schooldays when i would listen to his album, and heck, even did a dance performance to 'do you remember the time'.

in his words, if you want to make the world a better place, take a look at yourself and make the change. RIP.

as for me, ciao