september musings..

from the title, it looks as if i'm gonna write or novel or something.. don't be fooled. here are just some random thoughts over the long weekend..

1. if i were to drop down dead this instant, i wonder who would come for my wake and memorial... and who would deliver my eulogy??

2. i want my ashes to be scattered from the hills... but will the law allow for that??

3. was cranky over the weekend.. probably should learn how to control my temper and crankiness...

4. i hear the knock, but i am not letting you in..

5. how am i to lose weight, when after a step challenge class, i went for a japanese feast??

6. overspent: bought pirated dvd and cds for 30 over bucks...

7. how i wish some things were true.. sadly, i can see through the lies better (thx for the compliments, though)

8. i still don't know how to manage the situation. somehow, it cannot be under rug swept.

9. thx for the company,even though i'm a bitch. next time, i'll fly

10. i wanna fly away to somewhere else.. soon!!!!

11. will i ever gain immortality?? or am i subjected to eternal damnation??

12. stop being so generous/kind. it goes unappreciated!!! in fact, generosity and kindness is a double edged sword. it cuts everything, both ways!!

ok, i guess i'm gonna stop here.. 12 weird, morbid, random musings..viva la vie

ciao