251: wednesday nite

two weeks have passed since i taught the light. tonight, it is a different feeling altogether. i don't really know how to describe it, but it's just not what i used to feel.. if only i know.

seeing the pictures that have been placed up online, i dunno what to say. normally, i feel very happy to look at the vacation pictures, and am looking forward for a next time...but somehow, this time, it is different. again i don't wish to describe it any further, but i guessed i've learnt my lesson well. guess this is a very expensive lesson, and i should learn to understand and remember it by heart, forever.

how things have changed to the ppl around me. how understandings have been brought to a new level, and how ignorance, is finally bliss.

i've bared my soul, now i need to recover. and i hope it can be done soon, before i lose my sanity.

the fire is slowly dying off... too soon.

what's the point of having the stongest heart, in a body that is falling apart.. but what is the use then, of having a weakening body, and a even weaker heart?