moonlight resonance

do you think that you will ever know me? do you think u understand,and think that it is what i want? do u understand? probably not.. but i don't think it is necessary to let you know anymore..

i guess i shouldn't have asked. in that way, i wouldn't have found out, and probably still live in my own little sad pathetic bubble. probably like the moonlight, i can forever shine, admired, and still be lonely..isn't it beautiful. isn't perfect.. how nature has set the signs for it to happen..

seems like today, i finally made history.. for once, i guess the barriers built within me were all destroyed, and i finally made the greatest confession, to someone i am really close.. it did provide a short sense of relieve, but it is not a long term solution.

i need a drink.. in fact, i think i need a whole bottle!!!