if, and only if

a week has passed since my last proper blogpost here. don't be mistaken, the gaga post did mean something, but i guess, there's more than that.
first week of january has come and gone. entering the second week, with more things on my plate. i have to admit, being fully dedicated to work has its downs, but then, what better way to erase pain than to add more pain to it?

i did realise what was going on, and i saw. i have to say, every once in a while, i do feel like slapping the man in the mirror. and i keep on asking why.. but i guess, i just don't wanna know the answer anymore. everything has come to passed. things will be better from this point on.

found a very interesting read. desmond morris's peoplewatching. it's a book on sociobiology, observing the human animal from a biological point of view. very interesting read, elaborating on various concepts of human actions. in fact, i did have the thinking of sociobiology before i was introduced to the book, and i do hope that i can learn something from it. however, there isn't an opportunity here for me to pursue this subject.

if, and only if.

regards

'if you could walk amongst kings, and yet not loose the common touch'- Kipling,R

balance? jam?

finally, a personal post. i hoped u guys learned a little about qing ming from the previous post. even if u guys can't head to the tombs (or the columbarium), just remember that without our ancestors, there'll never be us.

anyway, i did a sudden jam audition of wed. was only informed in the morning by alan, and seriously, i thought it was another april fool's joke (can't help but to be wary). guess it went alright.

then, went for balance class conducted by janis. it was a usual class, but this afternoon, when i went for her yoga, i was told that she'd conducted an informal audition for me the night before, and i was ok to proceed for training (she did it cause i'm leaving to KL next week).

am going to KL twice next week. as i couldn't cancel my air tickets, i'll have to fly down on the 6th and return on the 10th just in time for my exam. then i'll be leaving to KL again on the 12th for the concert on the 13th. makes me wonder.. why the hassle...is it worth it?

well, i think it's enough for now. i'm tired of typing already.
besides, i wanna catch up on my reading. the book (the tyrant) is just so amazing that i couldn't really put it down.
may do a review soon.

ciao
je t'aime
ben